It's been a while since I gave any kind of update on my health. I am pretty much finished with the cold I caught back in November. For a fairly minor cold, it sure hung on for a long time.
Apart from that, I am feeling better than I have for a while. It is nice being off of most of the drugs that I have been on for so long, especially those that fogged my mind. Of course, I am then tempted to start traveling or doing some other stupid thing, but I have to admit that my days of travel are pretty much over. It really does change your perspective to realize that you probably will be worse in a year from now than you are today. That is the reality I live with. It really changes everything. I am so used to living like whatever setback I am presently experiencing will eventually be overcome. Not this, unless God miraculously intervenes and I have no promise from Him that He will. Faith is not claiming what God has not promised; that's presumption and putting the Lord to the test. That, I will not do. Do I believe He can heal? Of course. Do I know He will. No. Do I think He will? I don't think so. I think He has called me to to testify to His faithfulness in the midst of the fire. This is probably the harder miracle.
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